This article is written by Suria Mohd.
At the lowest point in my life…
Questioning and Asking for the Answers to my Life … Confused and Breaking down to my Base Humility Surrendering myself to the Higher Power when all else is Failing around me …
Call me Insane, but in the Midst of my deepest darkest hour, I hear Him Speak through me and experience the Light that fulfills me like never before….
MY CONVERSATION WITH GOD…
Suria: Salam Allah…
I am in the lowest point in my life now…
Please help me understand, what is the blessings in all of these that is happening to me?
I know you are the most compassionate and most merciful and that everything that happens is for my higher good. Whatever that is the cause I know comes from me. I seek forgiveness from you for all the wrong that I may have done, Forgive me please Ya Allah. I surrender to you. I feel so helpless now.
What do I do now? Where do I turn to Ya Allah? I only now surrender back to you to help me with my life’s trials and tribulations, to bring me and make me stronger…
What is Your Message and Life Lessons for me here?
God: Suria, you are destined to be a leader, to be greater than life, to go through all these is not to make you any weaker but Humble and Stronger . You ask for it and it is given, at least the training to prepare you to be the leader in raising the standards of the community from an entrepreneurship point of view.
Isn’t that what you asked for? What you seek that you want to be the Inspiration to those in business so that you can help them in turn grow their businesses too.
You have always mentioned that starting and growing a business requires more of a mental strength & emotional strength… You shared that 90% of Life is an Inner game, and you are truly living the Inner Game now..
Who else would be the best to embody that strength other than you!
You may not understand it now, but Truly you are Creating a powerful compelling story to share, not just a story but a true life experience of what it feels like to be atRock Bottom, to have people leaving you & Turning Against You, For you to make the wrong turns and decisions in Life and Your biz, how you Break Down and Rise again from the Ashes..
You will be the source that will inspire all other women to pick up their piecesand never ever blame a lack of resources as an excuse not to move forward, rather to use that position to Create, re-invent self, challenge self to greater heights to finds ways and means to rise above the comfort zone, to brave through the real fire walk in life, with courage and come what may to still walk through it in state of strength.
You will live Faith, Be faith, Be courage, Be success.. and Live in BEING… to BE, Do and Have..
I have forgiven you for all the wrongs that you have done, for I am the Most Merciful and Most Compassionate. Don’t you see that you are still alive in this world, that I have bestowed upon you so much blessings for you to count on such that you shouldbe grateful and have faith in me.
You have a loving and caring husband who has helped you and has been with you through thick and thin. You have a mum whom, I have kept alive till now to watch over you and still guide you. You have your sister who cares so much about you to be willing to hang on to support you.
You have 2 healthy kids who are growing under great love and care of a grandmother..Your ex.in law…as you call her, yes it seems to you that she may hate you but she loves the kids dearly and it is the best of her intention to care for the kids. You have to forgive her for how she is to you, like I have forgiven your flaws too.
I know you have made mistakes in your life, things that you should not have done in the past. I know you are troubled by those past and still live there as much as you want to move on.
You are not living there anymore. I have erased the blotches of your past for the moments of kindness that you have showed in moments which you may not be aware of…
Focus on Gratitude for what I have given you now, the resources available to you… All that you need you have it with you now to bring yourself peace…
Read…“So remember Me; I will remember you. And be grateful to Me and do not deny Me”. Quran 2: 152
Set good intentions to Do Good…
Read…. “Who is it that will offer of Allah a good loan, so He will multiply it to him manifold, and Allah straitens and amplifies, and you shall be returned to Him” Quran:Baqara:245
You will be guided as long as you still seek me and look within you. Be calm and speak kind words. You are at your most vulnerable now and I am glad you have come to submit to me. I have waited for so long and watched every single second, I am closer to you than you think ..
Read….“O Mankind, remember the favor of Allah upon you. Is there any creator other than Allah who provides for you from the heaven and the earth? There is no God except Him, so how are you deluded?” Quran 35: 3
I am the Most Merciful and Most Compassionate.
Read…. “And Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.” Quran,5:74
Continue to take actions to move forward, you will be shown the way, you will be guided to find a way out. There is great coming off from all that is happening and you just need to have Faith that I am your Protector and that I want for you more than you want for yourself.
You are my creation and I will not forsake you if you ask from me the guidance..
I have seen how you worked, yes I know you are a hardworking determined woman. Stay strong as you are.
Read…”Anyone who acts rightly, male or female, being a believer, We will give them a good life and We will recompense them according to the best of what they did” Quran an-Nahl: 97
Know that every effort that you have placed will never go to waste and I am the most Giving of all and I am the One who Re compensates for all good work in patience and prayer.
Read… “God does not wrong anyone by so much as the smallest speck. And if there is a good deed God will multiply it and pay out an immense reward direct from Him. ” QuranNisa:40
Keep your body in this world to do what you are given to do, but keep your soul connected to me.
Speak to me and I will Listen, come back to me for you will one day return to me in Peace.. I Know Everything that is Happening to Your Life now…
I am close to you, Can you feel me now? I run in you in every breath you take.
Read….“It is We Who created man, and We know what dark suggestions his soul makes to him: for We are nearer to him than (his) jugular vein.” Quran: Qaf:16
Suria: What didn’t work for me Ya Allah? What is it that I need to improve? I want to be better,better than my past… I want to know so I wont make the wrong steps to create these misfortunes for myself…
God:Everything that happened for you is perfect. It is the training ground to prepare you for the greater role you will play in to Your Life now…
Read….“He who created Death and Life, that He may try which of you is best in deed; and He is the Exalted in Might, Oft-Forgiving” Quran Al-Mulk 67: 1-2
There is no single drop of leaf that is beyond my Awareness. I am the all Aware all Encompassing.I know of everything you do in the open or in your heart, I know of every thought that runs through your mind
I am your creator and I am the all Knowing..
All that has happened is a result of the choices you made given the knowledge and awareness that you have at that point in your life, your job is to continue to heighten your awareness, be more conscious of my presence in your life and you will make decisions from my light.
Read…”If the people of the society had but believed and maintained a consciousness of Allah, We should indeed have opened out to them (All kinds of) blessings from heaven and earth….” Qur’an 7:96
You will emerge stronger, Trust me you will…
I am always with you..always you just need to tap within and I am there and I am everywhere..
Listen to your inner voice, tap into your intuition, hear as I speak through others around you, and touch back to your soul and ask what is the lesson there for you and you will find the answers. You have teachers and mentors everyday in your life who are present for the perfect reason to help you grow.
Everything that you need is all around you at any point in your life..
Suria: So Ya Allah, what do I do now? What is the step I am supposed to take next from here? Guide me to Start anew…To move forward in life, to shut my ears from the criticisms that I hear, from those who have lost hope in me..
God: Take one step back to move two steps forward. Re examine your values, what you want in life, who you are, your strengths and what you can do and you are capable of doing now, map out your plans all over again with an action plan that will propel you forward. Use all the knowledge that you have learnt from attending all these courses. Start taking actions on whatever you can understand within your means.
I have given mankind the power, knowledge and wisdom through inspired thoughts I have given the knowledge to create the wonders of this world, Serve me by Contributing all the Gifts of Talents and Skills that I have given you for the benefit of Mankind…
I am the all Aware and I know of the possibilities that lie ahead for you.
Read… “Who is it that will offer of Allah a good loan, so He will multiply it to him manifold, and Allah straitens and amplifies, and you shall be returned to Him” Quran Baqara: 245
The intelligence that has created the Internet, to connect humans globally at the speed of thought,it is for you to make full use of it, transfer all that you have learnt about it to see how you can help more people and you will be transformed to greater heights that you have never imagined possible
It is for you to work on them and take massive actions to tap into these existing resources to move you beyond where you are now and you shall be rewarded….
Read…”Those who do good will have the best and more… ” Quran Yunus: 26
Model after success for success leaves clues. Many have done it before and have succeeded, its your turn now to walk their path. That is my blessing to you that you are not doing all these for the first time, someone has done this before you and has made it possible so it is possible.
Believe in the laws of cause and action and laws of polarity that you are just as near to success than you think in your mind. It is there, you just need to reach out and its yours.
I love you and as your signature always says.. Believe, Act and You Shall Prosper
This too shall pass…Believe and Stay in Patience and Remember my Blessings…
Read…”…And whosoever fears Allah and keeps his duty to Him, He will make a way for him to get out (from every difficulty). And He will provide him from sources he never could imagine.” Quran At-Talaq 2 -3
Ultimately Your Return is to me.. in Peace…
Read..”O, you serene soul!Come back to your Lord well-pleased (with Him) and well-pleasing (Him), So enter among My servants, And enter into My Garden ” Quran Fajr 89: 27-30
Remember, anytime you need me I will be there to Listen to you and Guide you… All you need is to Ask….
Communicating to you from Within You…
Your Most Merciful Most Loving God…AllahPS: Feel Free to use this Article Freely…You may, as long as you commit to leave the links active and keep the original content intact
PSS: Walking this path of Life in a Road Less Traveled is often a challenging one, With the Love of God, I feel stronger… at times it feels lonely, but I know I have him I feel peace in midst of these adverse turmoils in my life…
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Read: “O you who believe! Seek help in patience and in your prayers. Truly, Allah is with the As-Sabirun(the ones who are patient).” Quran (Al-Bakarah) 2:153.
It feels so good to have a Muslim writing something like this when I usually come across things from the likes of Neale Donald Walsh(Conversations With God) and Mac Anderson(TheInterviewWithGod.com) etc and they are often seen referring from their own “Kitab”(scriptures).
I feel so blessed that there are people like you, Suria, who is a beacon of the light of truth to everyone looking for the truth.
I especially like the part when you use the Lighthouse picture and there is this symbolic meaning in it when there is 2 lights. One that is illuminated and the other that is the true source of illumination.
I also feel the struggle when you describe:
“Walking this path of Life in a Road Less Traveled is often a challenging one, With the Love of God, I feel stronger… at times it feels lonely, but I know I have him I feel peace in midst of these adverse turmoils in my life…”
You are not alone, Suria, because behind you are people using the path that you have made for them and they will eventually catch up with you and accompany you in your quest.
What you are now on is a Hero’s journey.
If you like, you can take a look at Alvin’s ebook “The Hero’s Journey”:
http://tinyurl.com/yzr6t3g (Right mouse click and Save Link As)
Thank you, Suria, for sharing such a profound article with us. I feel really blessed to have come across it and feel connected with it.
I look forward for more of such things and I hope that you keep doing what you need to do.
Live with Passion!
Alief Hamdani
http://www.aliefhamdani.com
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PS: When I went on my camping trip up Mt(Gunung) Tahan, I engaged a guide to help me reach there safely. Even great explorers like Ibn Battuta and Marco Polo had a guide. You should have one too!